To write no more.

I have not been keeping this up to date cause I have limited my internet acess. My brother always said that the TV suxs out your soul. I always agreed with him. I would like to add to that however I feel that any monitor like thing can suck out your soul. I spent coutless hours on the net simply wasting time like so many americans do in front of their tv's. I have still been writing but in a much simplier form. At some point I will find time to transfer them over to a digital format. On the up side I have fallen in love with the girl across from me in the computer lab. She has blue hair, do I need to say more. The thought of aproching her and asking her name is simple something I do not wish to do. Sure fear is a part of it, but I think that shattering my idea picture is a larger part. For at the moment she is everything that I think she is, kind, funny, smart. She will stay that way to me, unless I go up to her and find out if I am right or wrong. Some would say that she might be just who I think she is. That she is everything that a man like me could want and more, well maybe your right. I simply do not wish to date any one right now I think. Then agian there are those who would say that I am playing the hand of a hermit to hide my yellow color. On the other hand there would be some that would say that their isn't even a girl sitting across from me at all.