Sunday, January 15, 2006

silly me kicks are for twits

Ok so I have this friend named mike, and if you don't have a friend named mike I suggest you get one. They are really great and come in all shapes and sizes. Well mine is the nerd versen which really works best for me. Well he played medator or a girl I new that hated me. He really wanted to know what happend and I didn't really know myself. Did this stop him no, he did what had failed be in the past. Mike went and asked her. Well after finding out he told me about it, which is where his part in all this ends. Thanks mike. Well I discovered that she was angery at something that didn't make sense to me. All of the bitterness and anger on both sides was over something simply stuip. She had said something that I misunderstood. I tried to help something that was not in need of help. Here i was tring to build a house where one had already been. If you know anything about tring to sleep then you know it's hard when someone is putting holes in your house tring to build you one. Well the whole thing could ahve been simply fixed at the time if she would have told me I had misunderstood. Things would have also been fine if I wasn't always so gung ho about helping people. Should really look before you leap I guess. Anyways when I understod this I almost felt like lughing. I mean in every realationship there are misunderstandings and things left unsaid. No relationship is really ever has full closer. You get enogh to be happy and forget about it. The little things that bother you fade away with time. Some people need more closer then others and some people don't need any. Well the whole thing wouldn't have gone like it did if it hadn't been brought back up later. We had gone our different ways, but I was still trying to make a house where one was already. Now the care and understanding had faded and I was just some jerk knocking holes in her house. Well I would be angery also. So I hope things will get better. I know I'm ok and doing good. I am sure she is also. I mean at one point we dated and I only date great people. Which is while I know that she might still hate me, but I know that she will be fine.

1 Comments:

Blogger E.Marie said...

You mean to tell me mikes are good for something. Ohh the shock. Just kidding ;)
Try small talk nothing serious. Just try dropping her a note to say hello ok. One line thats all.
laters

2:05 AM  

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