Ramblings of a ziff man.
While spending some time with a few different people I came to a few conclusions. One of which is that I tire of women, well most of them anyways. I had thought in the past that the little list that they force us to make in siminary for what we look for in eternal company made some differeance. I have found this to be almost pointless. For I am nothing like the childed I was back then. I have meet the girl that meet that list. While I am sure life would have been nice, it wouldn't have been right. The only thing that matters to me now was never even on the list. I need someone that has the desire to make the world a better place like I do. The list was filled with the little things that add spice to life, but had no life to it. I could not make a list today either for I am no where near ready for such things. I have at lest three years before I will seek such things. I still have little to no idea about the differacne of love between two people and that of lust. I have fallen in love with the idea of love, I have fallen into lust, I have fallen into like, but I have never fallen into love. So many things are different today. Yesterday things where set in stone and I knew things as fact. Well fact has become fiction and today has become yesterday. My stone has washed away with the rain. The rain has washed my stone away and cleared the sand away from anothers. This stone looks to be sound and I trust the crafter of it better then myself.
posted by Judge of the Whetten's at 9:46 PM
4 Comments:
What does ziff mean anyways?
Um, falling in love is a strange, bizarre experience. I only know because I fell in love with a voice over the phone, with an idea. Lust is hard to get passed. It's been hard for me to get passed. I'm confident that love is recognizable. I'm not too worried about not recognizing it.
I have also written out one of those "ideals for an eternal companion" sheet, and you know, most of what I have on there holds the same today. Worthy priesthood holder, a sense of humor... you know, the essentials. ;) Well, long story short, the frustrations that I continue to deal with your gender echo much of what you say about my gender.
I wonder if at times we all just don't miss the point in the end ya know.
Ziff is a form of currancy, but unlike gold and silver coins a ziff is worthless metal with a thin layer of valuable metal over it.
28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes, 12 seconds until the end of the world
Um, I think anonymous wrote down something from Donnie Darko.
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