Faltering
What does it mean to fall in love?
What does it mean to make a promise, to keep ones word. Can people really do these things. How can one know when to break those promises? Can we fight the good fight with all we have, and if we find this cause unworthy put down the sword and shield.
Sacrificing all we did, in hopes for the great good.
Can we dig a hole placing all these woos inside. Is there no place to run and hide, form our past and horrors we keep inside. What knowleag can we gain, to turn our truth to lies.
Can we taken in the pain and smile through the slits. Losing our cool, like never before.
I know that barrier that I have made. I know that I offered love and got mistrust instead. Time will tell what true virtue brings. If that heaven shall here me sing. With beating Heart I wait, Anxious, trembling for the Birth of Fate.
upon rereading this it sounds almost like a poem, ah but it's not. pomes have rhyme and reason. Temp and time, while this has none. Well the good poems do. Take what you will form it.
What does it mean to make a promise, to keep ones word. Can people really do these things. How can one know when to break those promises? Can we fight the good fight with all we have, and if we find this cause unworthy put down the sword and shield.
Sacrificing all we did, in hopes for the great good.
Can we dig a hole placing all these woos inside. Is there no place to run and hide, form our past and horrors we keep inside. What knowleag can we gain, to turn our truth to lies.
Can we taken in the pain and smile through the slits. Losing our cool, like never before.
I know that barrier that I have made. I know that I offered love and got mistrust instead. Time will tell what true virtue brings. If that heaven shall here me sing. With beating Heart I wait, Anxious, trembling for the Birth of Fate.
upon rereading this it sounds almost like a poem, ah but it's not. pomes have rhyme and reason. Temp and time, while this has none. Well the good poems do. Take what you will form it.
posted by Judge of the Whetten's at 12:37 PM
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This is beautiful Judge. Your writing ability never ceases to amaze me. Thank you for opening your heart and mind to the world and sharing the contents.
What does it mean to fall in love?According to Ask.com (yes, pathetic but hey, not knowing the answer off hand is probably just as pathetic) you know you're in love when:
You think about them all the time.
You get jealous when they flirt with other people.
If they're depressed or having a bad day, then you feel depressed too.
If you don't talk to them or see them for one day, you get depressed and lonely.
You would go out of your way to make them happy.
You think up excuses to call them at night.
They're the only person you ever think about.
You feel that they are the only person you could ever be completely happy with.
You get butterflies in your stomach every time you see them.
You go places just to see them.
You just feel better when they're around.
Even if you're having the worst day in your life, just a couple words from them can make it all seem okay.
By that definition I've been in love a few times, but I refuse to believe I've experienced loved until I am loved back.
What does it mean to make a promise, to keep ones word. Can people really do these things. How can one know when to break those promises?According to tradition promises were made to be broken. Does that mean its better not to make promises? Does that mean all promises really are broken? I can not comment further without being aware of your situation however, and it's not like you need my advice, I go to you for advice way more often.
Not all poems have rhyme, and everything you write has reason. So it could very well be a poem. Plus the absence of tempo and time could be considered a tempo a time...
there is one thing I would like to add to your list vasu. That they feel the same about you. I think other might argue this. I know I did when someone told it to me, but with some deep thought and allot of time I have decied I agree with it. Now this is not love for a parent to a child, that is different. This is a love between two people unconnected by any other means but emotions.
I agree Judge, like I said at the end - the list is all well and good but ... I refuse to believe I've experienced loved until I am loved back.How do we know when we are loved back? What are the chances of two people liking each other at the same time? Relationships are too confusing.
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
their simple, but people make them complex. It takes time, effort and courgae. Like it says in the movie "hitch" we jump and pray we can fly. Just don't be upset if you happen to fall.
How do we know when to jump?
I keep refusing to jump, mainly because I don't trust girls (no offence, but I still have a few scars that may never go away. I was young and naive, and girls can be nasty).
I'm afraid to jump too early or too late, because I'm almost assured of rejection. Is there ever really a perfect time to jump? Is there ever that small window of opportunity?
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
That is the point it's not a leap of faith if you know you can make it. The fear of rejection is always worst then rejection it's self. So you have scars, so someones broken your heart, well so what. I know how you feel, to have pain in your heart, and so what. Push yourself back up and move on.
Maybe next time... and before you call me a wimp, I KNOW I've missed my chance for this time.
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
when would i know i've experience love? Hmmm... for me is having those things in the list above! I don't have to worry about them giving me the same amount of love I'm givin' them for I did not love them to love me back...it's not love at all if you expect somethin' in return.
You will never know when it's too early or too late or if it's the right time to jump,,,it's the risk we all must take...I've taken it recently yet I must confess I'm still afraid of what would happen. In one way or another, it's still good to fly in heaven few times in your life even if you know you're gonna fall down hard someday. Like what the script in the movie City of Angels (one of my favorite movies). Nicholas Cage gave up eternity for Meg Ryan but she died soon after he became human. His friend said"if you know these things would happen [Meg Ryan died], would you have done it?" And Nic answered (i'll cut it), "...i'll rather have one touch of her hand, one breath of her hair, one kiss from her lips...there ain't eternity without it..."
Promises are always broken but there are still people who try to keep that promise. As for me, I better not make a promise if I know I cannot keep it...
Dude Blink I'm not calling you a wimp. That's the problem with text it's got no tone. Simply saying don't let the past be cause for hesatetion in the furture. I know more then anyone here how your feeling. Most likely more then you know. If you feel you missed your chance then maybe you missed it, or maybe your just still talking on the edge. You know your situation better then I, and I hope you would know me better then think I would put you down. Do what you think is right and forget everyone else. This includes me.
I hope I'm doing what's right by letting her go. If she showed more interest maybe I'd jump, but I don't think she really cares. And I can't forget everyone else just for a girl, I promised myself that, I mean she is special, but... I don't know. Maybe I've just been psyching myself out about not going for her for too long.
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
i think we're all on the same boat right now eh? One thing for sure, the law of gravity applies everywhere as long as you live...so when you fly, there will always be a gravitational pull to pull you down and make you fall...it sucks coz flying is just a quick moment ..and you were flying so high that makes your fall seemed long...all I can do is to laugh about it coz I never learn no matter how many times I fall anyways...
Maybe we should go live on the moon, or just float around in space... where it's easier to fly.
That's what sucks about flying, the higher you go, the further you fall. I can't laugh about that kind of stuff, I wish I could - I think it was Judge who said he had fun chasing chicks, but he also likes pain - that sounds crazy, but it'd be better than hanging onto the edge.
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
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woah! that ^ was a big mistake..
well, it's not easy to laugh about it. It's not easy to smile in front of that person and try to hide your tears in front of him [ i was pretty successful about that this morning ] and the pain you feel...and it's hard to find a way to still smile in front of that person eventhough you know you're really hurt. It's hard to wave a hi-five and flash a big smile at him whenever I see him serving food at the caf, it's hard pretend that you don't care about what's happening...that's really hard...i've always felt that what I jumped into and what I felt about it was too good to be true but atleast it flew me to heaven for a while...but things that are "too good" to be true will not always be true...but just like what they say, (and i'll quote judge..) "PUSH YOURSELF BACK UP AND MOVE ON"...no matter how hard it is at first...
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