Sirens song
I have coveted and lost allot of those things I hold dear. Thoughts of a woman have pushed the more important things out of my head. I am clear minded now but don't know how long it will last. This woman has taken everything from me. My cleverness, my charm, my carefree attitude. She fills my head with only thoughts of her. She is killing my softly and pleasantly. I have not the time nor energy for skirt chasing. I now understand the song of the sirens. I was lured away in a slumber, forgetting my daily routines and personal defenses. I have let my life get into disarray for simple sweet sounds of her voice and chance glimpses of her beauty. As a friend would say I've been kicking myself in the crouch for awhile now, it's about time for the side effects. I am still to much of a coward to utter my captors name. I will grow in time, but still hold to my words. What I am saying is I may be weak in one area but strong in another. I hold true to my words. I will not type her name her for it is not fit for such a place. I will tell any one that ask for it, I promise that much. I will tie my weakness to my strengthen and I can drag them both into the light. May I break new ground in my desire for growth. I once read that it is never a mistake to care for someone. Let us see if this holds true. I know that she does not wish a relationship, and I don't think I could give her one if I wanted. I am much to inexperienced in matters of the heart. I now bit my tongue and swallow my pride. I am not completely free from her song, yet I am at least in a AA meeting for it.
posted by Judge of the Whetten's at 2:12 PM
8 Comments:
You missunderstand, I enjoy being in this tempters snare. I wouldn't be under the spell if I didn't. I dislike that I can't reach the siren, That my world falls apart for such things. I am in no danger or dispare. I am just telling the story of my thoughts.
So Judge, you're basically Odysseus, tying yourself to a mast to hear the siren's song. A song that can only bring pain. Just make sure the ropes are bound tight enough...
All else I can say is I know the feeling. I like it and I don't like it. I'm very confused about girls, as if I haven't said that enough.
As for her name, I'll be sure to ask you because I like sticking my nose in people's business, even though I shouldn't. Curiosity may have killed the cat, but we all have to die eventually, right?
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
What is this AA meeting? I don't think it is for alcohol so correct me if I am wrong.
I agree with Judge, it is nice to be spell bound. I like liking someone. However, this is a caution to pleasantries. It has to be the right time (and the right person). That is why I am not willing-fully engaging in into such activities. I do not deny myself the pleasure of liking someone, but I must ensure that I do no further right now.
Live, love, and learn.
Ahh all you boys are so cute. HEHE I love a reason to laugh. Not that i am being mean or anything. it is interesting that is all i have to say. But i can understand what judge is saying. you just get lost in those feelings sometimes and poof you realise youve been neglecting somethings you really shouldnt have but it was so much fun. anyway you all have very nice comments i especially like vasu's about the cat and curiosity. But remember this certain siren might not even be doing it on purpose and i think i know who it is by the way and just cant be bothered to ask.
see ya ltr and visit my friends blog. just come to mine for the link hehe were all so commenty today
oh by the way i put a pic of chi in my blog since you wanted to see one so badly.
wow..judge! You think you're bad with the matters of heart? I don't think so. The fact that you feel what others also feel...that's it! You're not bad with the matters of the heart at all! AT ALL!!! I think it's also pretty cool how you express it... I dare not ask her name coz I think I know who she is (eventhough u don't know that I know...I have sources.. :P We've met but I guess she doesn't remember) But hey, I'm just here in case u need someone to talk to about her or I can also be your "shock absorber" after being around her (which I don't think you'll need since you might want to keep whatever you're feeling right after she's gone)... :P
I know that feelin' too...WELCOME TO THE CLUB! :) You know what, just express to her what u feel in any way you can, in the best way you know that would make her happy but don't forget to be yourself. Keep what you feel for her inside you as long as you want to but hey, taking the risk of expressing it in words is sometimes "advisable"..."Sometimes you have to say the words to justify the action", as what my aunt used to tell me. Regrets don't come first nor at the start of everything, they come last.
So it's like she cast a spell on u huh? Forgetting things you're supposed to do when she's around is normal when you really feel for someone... coz u find being with them a lot more fun than doing your usual routine...hehe.
One more thing, it's paycheck! It's perfect timing to save something with what you'll earn to ask her out on Monday...still, the final decision is yours buddy! Keep it flowin' smoothly...Peace out!
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Women, and men for that matter, can be the wet towel to douse the flames of our souls, but they can also be the rags that one uses to stuff molotov cocktails... Floating is what I like to call "Siren's song." When floating, you forget about the world below, and sometimes you come crashing into that world with a rude awakening.
In this I do not see any rude awakenings however. Your timing couldn't be better. As Vasu said, be like Odysseus where you strap yourself down to hear the Siren's song, but also, as he had to trust his crew with keeping him from leading the ship to disaster, trust us. We will help to keep you grounded if needs be; we'll also help soften the blow of falling. It is not easy, and sometimes, as Nazareth likes to say, "Love hurts."
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