non

All things that have form decay. These feelings are formless and are no held to the law of entropy. All my thoughts and feelings are part of me. They make up who I am. my feelings are shards of my soul. My soul is eternal it can not be destroyed. So any feelings that I have will never be destroyed also. Regret, sorrow, confusion are all emotions. Just as strong and colorful as their opposites relief, joy, and certainty. I enjoy life best when I taste all of these. The quicker they come and go the better. As long as I am feeling something. I hate neutral emotions the most. like content, and boredom . I much rather be in the depths of sorrow then content with life. Now I much rather be certain or extremely happy then in the depths of sorrow, but my choices are some what limited. These emotions are strong and where there are strong feelings there is a path. When you are confused you try and find the answers. When you are certain you shoot forward with little thought. But when your content then you move no where. Mostly from fear of ending up some place negative. If you don't move you will never go any where. That is way I say where there are strong emotions there is a path. It is not always clear, but at least you are trying to walk it.

I move now from anything that might be taken as an on-line journal. These are my last words in that respect. I have found that there are things that I can not say here, and so this becomes a grave yard for my random thoughts. My they fall here and the ones of value will take root else where.