Another day another dollor, another year another yearning
So according to a little piece of paper, that the state requires for almost everything, I have been around the sun some 22 times. The world seems to have changed form what I remember, but really I think it's just cause I'm taller and more prone to see things from a distance. I am coming out of the coma I placed my self in these past few moths. Or at least I awake form one dream state to another. My B-day was as much as I thought it would be. Nothing great nothing bad, just another day really. I hate feeling out resumes and writing letters about myself, cause I feel you have to boost about yourself, and while I boost about myself a lot I can't seem to due it where other people require it. I may be prideful, but can't seem to be prideful on command. I have come to realize how little the people know me around here, what am ice berg I have come to be. I suck in conversations and never know how to bring up topics of my interest. I want to talk about the world, I want to change things make a difference. Talk about how I may be a socialist, but to afraid to look...or to lazy. I don't think I am cause I believe people should be free to govern themselves, but I like allot of the ideas that I have heard that seem to also be connected to socialist people. I crave intellectual outlets. I crave a job where I make a difference, instead I get paid to sit and do homework and feel nothing but like a leech for my efforts. What happen to earning my keep, getting my bread by the sweat of my brow. I am a best of burden not much to thinking and never found much joy in doing it on my own. The seeker of knowledge is the seeker of sorrow. Maybe I'm a Marxist cause I believe I find my greatest joy in my labors, I may just be alienated from my product. No, Marxism is not for me.... I can't be a republican or demarcate cause they both believe things that I am highly against. I think I will start to call myself a consencatist. Don't ask me to many questions about cause I don't really know what it is and making it up may cause me to be in trouble with the lord. But I strive to follow Christ and his rule. Pooh upon everything else. aahhh that feels better, well good day to you all.
posted by Judge of the Whetten's at 8:17 PM
2 Comments:
So you're a Christian, not sure if that really should be described as a political movement or not, but I think it describes you well. But, a consencatist, if you hadn't said don't ask questions then I'd say what the heck is that?
I have a big problem with pride, I need to be more humble. I've almost forgotten what it means to work hard for my keep. But I do study a lot to keep my scholarship. Although I do waste a lot of my work time bludging.
Change is a good thing. Wanting more than you have, in the right context, is not a bad thing either. In it's pure sense, I would claim Marxism, but the pure sense is in a theocracy with Christ at its head. If you want to claim Christianity as a political movement, so be it. His teachings apply greatly to governments. Who knows, things in this world might be a little better if more people catered to a Christ centered government.
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