Neo Motivation

I want something to fight for. I need a reason to push onward. I seek that righteous cause that drives one into action. That ideal or cause that digs at the mind and sets fire to the soul. I only hear of atrocious, I know nothing of them. Thus it is hard for simple news to force my feet into action. The news and media is filled with misinformation or just the highlights of an event. It never gives any information on how we can help out. They just sit by as passive observers and watch. Thinking if they are not helping cause problems then they are not part of the problem. What happened to the belief that if we are not part of the solution then we are part of the problem. By standing by and doing nothing we are condoning the actions of those we do not speak out against. My heart aches and I am sick of talking about it, talking never does me any good. I need action,and I need motivation for this action. I seek physical trials now opposed to those of other natures. I have traveled far down this road and don't wish to give up on it now, yet now people are telling me to give in. Can my desire to make a difference be enough to lead me to that motivation I seek to make it happen. I have never been a fan of quitting, I hate it. So I get stuck in the worst place for me, indecision. Once I have a goal I can do everything in my power to reach it, and then if I fall short I am happy with that, and yet if I am held back and don't try with every little part of me. I feel I am a failure no matter what happens. I need to come to a conclusion and seek it's resolution. True pain to me has and always will be the fact or feeling that I can't do anything.