A girl unnamed

what can be done for I fear that this battle I am fighting can not be won. I have fallen in like with a girl that I do not think I can, or should fall in like with. She is out of my reach in one way or another. Idon't think this will make any sense for it is mis thoughts given to misunderstanding made into text for with ill construled thoughts to place them on your screen. My mind is distrest however, for I am jumping at showdows. I might simply be putting off my feelings for other things bothering me and setting them all on the mismeasure of women in my life. Then what can be done right? This girl however is someone speical to me, I want to fall for her madly and her for me. I do not want to to lose her as a firend however. Is she just another muse, or is she something more. I reach for other women around me but they seem to pale in my mind when ever I think of her. In all honestly I am not sure why, for I know little about her. I know that she is strong however and that she is pure of heart and caring. Thier is little I know about her however, like is she smart, is she passate, does she read, does she get lost in deep thought. Her bueaty is leagenady, but looks are nothing. I wil still comment on this nothing however cause they still matter at the start of a relationship. How can I discribe it, I mean suprisingly bueatyful is the best I can put it. I don't mean this like the few times I have heard it before. I mean she bueaty is like the sun if you look stright at her, face to face, it is simply glourues. Words are nothing compared to her face. The mind can not capture such bueaty in it's limited memory ablities. Eveytime you see her it's like the first time, it's like the first and last breath you'll every take and you both wish to never look away and hide for you don't feel ... well worthy. Not that your a sinner or such but that God poured his mighties craftmenship into her magnifacent faceand you feel almost sorry that you didn't ask his permission or thank him every sec your alive for such a chance. But once agian all of that is nothing if emotionally and adiuoly there is nothing. She becomes nothing more then art in motion and even the best statue can't keep the mind filled and interested. So One must toe pick it up and reach for the gold.