Fool on fire

This is thought less passion forge into words by the fire of anger. I have what people have told me are "issues with opening up". Well it was only one girl a long time ago and others have hinted at it. That's not the point. The point is that when ever I expose my weak underbelly I seem to get kicked there. Like just awhile ago (which is the reason for this thing that will most likely turn into regret) while trying to talk to this girl. I was talking to her about something I hold very close to me. Then before I finish she says she got to go for a moment. She had to get the phone thinking it might be the jerk she is obsessed with. Kick me in the crouch and call me smiles. Is it just my luck that I pick bad times or people to try to talk to. Am I just stupid about how I got about things. Or is it just my luck that I am dumb. You can't pee into the wind and keep dry. You also can't keep peeing into the wind if your truing to keep dry. Well my desires have be feed and before regent sets in lets try a spell check.