Two thuds, one from out and one from in

Three fouls

I have had an epiphany. I am not running in the right direction. In the past few years, I tried so hard to get out of my rut that I didn't stop once I was out. In doing so I found a new self with the help from my brother. I have crafted this new self into myself and he is always with me now. Yet, I didn't stop running. I now understand that I've been running blindly and must stop and plan my next move. I am not low on fuel, just lost in the fields. Running towards a goal is the best way to get there. One just has to be sure his feet are quick to run towards good and not evil.

I have fallen, and the impact took my breath away. I hold to what my mother has told me about things. I am destined to be a loner for a long time now. Still, my eye gets caught on people from time to time. I think I can and have learned something from each of them. My feelings are unsure about how I should act. I know that my feelings are positive and I long to be near her, but is it right for me. Is it right for her. I knew how to treat a lady. This I was raised with. No harm will come to her by way of my hands. Nor do I wish to sting her with my words. I say however that maybe the choice is not mine alone. She should have some say in the matter should she not. This choice would affect her just as much as I. It's a gamble however, I wager a friend. In hopes of winning something more. I am going about this to weakly. I can win back friends that I have offend. I do it daily. The key is to let them know no offense was intended and that it will not happen again. The odds on this one are hard to tell. I have never been much for gambling. How ever I do love rolling the dice. Let us see what tomorrow brings first. and not be rash to quench my thirst.

I know who I wish for person of the day but have not the time to write it all out properly.