Blind Conversation

I almost got into a conversation today about things I am interested in. As I got on the subject other conversationalist didn't want a part of it. It was like a kick in my emotion store. I had gotten so excited about it and then they just brushed it off. Boo upon then. I am not very chatty about things. If however you get me on a subject I'm into I go crazy. I want to discuss it for ours. Write it all down and then read it back for everyone to hear. These things never happen owever. I get good conversations with my father and brother. With a few also by way of mother. In this place called Hawaii however I can't seem to get the ball rolling. The closet I get is the blog. This is much different because having a discussion in person is much better for every one then text on a website.

On a said note I have Renae's ID if anyone sees her let her know. I picked it up and never see her. neglect of favorers makes favor void.My mother got me a painting by Georgia O'Keeffe. It is of a horse skull with a white roes on top. I find it highly interesting. It is pretty but there are much better looking paintings she does. This one is just, neat. Eye catchingly enchanting.

I have finally lost reasonable thought. I have many choices for person of the day, yet none stand out more then others. None bring words streaming in to my mind. I can think of Narin who I feel with make the words come the best. She is proof of my stupidity. Here is a girl amazingly attractive, happy, kind, smart and fun. She asked me out twice. Once to a dance. The next was food fest. I some how messed these things up. I think I didn't jump at the chance while it was there. It is now in the past and I am left with bruises from delayed responses. I still see her all over and help out with many things she is a part of. She is always hard at work. either in her studies or at her job. She is from the land of Cambodia which is also her name in my phone. She is one of the nicest people I know and is always willing to help others. Her facial expression is almost always the same look. In between boredom and confusion. Her expression can quickly change however. From that to explosively happy then back again in no time. She is always well dressed and groomed never a hair out of place. One look would seem like an angel fell from grace.

Lastly, I have seen way to much a temps at advice about love. If you people need it fine. We all do from time to time. I how ever don't like it for the most part. Try to keep it off this blog. I talk about girls and feelings, yet when they make it to this they are old and out of date. Any wounds have been licked and healed. I am more then happy to try and give advice most like will not do so here. For I am blind in such matters and I know allot of others are also. The blind lead the blind and they both fall into a well.