Letter from the wasteland
I found this letter I wrote along time ago. More from me later but this is neat.
Dear
I have recived a loss of virture. It seems so out of context in this gooty apartment complex. It has been realized that I am just a vister here. I am finaly seeing way I was the one worth leaving. One can never know what diffecense we make in the hearts and minds of those who we pass in life. You where the first girl that I had a rush of emotions for. I have liked other girls before but you seemed to like me back. This was an experiance that was completey unqiue in these years of life. I was slow on the pick up for I know not what i was feeling and how to react to it. Then another came along and took you away. We never had one another so to say "leaving" and "taken away", is most likely the wrong words. I still understand however that I was the reason for our lack of togetherness. All of this has the ring of creep to it but they are me feelings and I still have not the knowleage on how to express them. These words shall never reach you.
Dear
I have recived a loss of virture. It seems so out of context in this gooty apartment complex. It has been realized that I am just a vister here. I am finaly seeing way I was the one worth leaving. One can never know what diffecense we make in the hearts and minds of those who we pass in life. You where the first girl that I had a rush of emotions for. I have liked other girls before but you seemed to like me back. This was an experiance that was completey unqiue in these years of life. I was slow on the pick up for I know not what i was feeling and how to react to it. Then another came along and took you away. We never had one another so to say "leaving" and "taken away", is most likely the wrong words. I still understand however that I was the reason for our lack of togetherness. All of this has the ring of creep to it but they are me feelings and I still have not the knowleage on how to express them. These words shall never reach you.
posted by Judge of the Whetten's at 1:49 PM
2 Comments:
Reminds me of some Dashboard Confessionals lyrics... "and I am throwing away the letters that I am writing you, cos they would never do."
Would things have turned out differently if you had given her the letter?
Should you waste your time thinking about it when it's too late to do anything about it?
And Stuff,
~Vasu~
sense this post is down on the list people will most likely not read it. But really I don;t think It would have. It was for kelsy when she started to date nick. I was foolish and slow to act, but really things are most likely better now. Cause I know now that kelsy and I are not anything close to a match. It was just that she was such a flirt and no one had ever really done that with me.
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