Sunday, June 25, 2006

Thursday, June 22, 2006

What do I owe to others?

I see this world in ruin. People are white walls and decivers even to themselves. One sees injustic daily and finds little they can do about it, others simply do not care. My mind is filled with Sun Tzu, Ghandi, Mormon, and many others. Each seem to have a different view of things that they convice me of. I feel like a caged tiger, poke and praded to anger and action, but still I am in that cage that school kids come to see me in. People say that I have the firse and passion of youth, but if that is true why are the streets not on fire? And if that is true when does that fire die for I wish to be consumed by it before that happens. If only youth want to radicaly change the world then what sense is it to grow old. It makes me question the idea of older people being wiser. We can't make war over morals and eithics? Why not it seems like a much better reason to fight then anything else. One can not fight a rightous war if the people waging it however are not rightous themselves. I am in a schooling for the only thing that I have had talent for outside of video games, but I do not see how I am going to be helping anyone. People might say that I could helo things to tun, or make something that betters life. Well what's the point in that if the people useing it are broken. We could end the use of oil in our car and engins, but we simply keep useing the black poison. WE could end world hunger, but we only get fatter and fatter as a nation. I had to toss out two shopping carts full of cake the other day, simply cause they where to old. People are being bought and sold in other counties and here I sit eating walffles. The american family is broken and charity is a joke. As you might be able to tell I am a bit frustared. Do not misunderstand me I think america is great. No other nation can compare with it, but that does not mean that their are not very large problems both inside and outside our walls. Heck we have some of the largest drugs, alchole and porn issues is all the world. I can't think of what to do so I write. I write this things for no one but me in hopes of seeing something that I do not notice.